https://www.reddit.com/r/areweinhell/comments/tnhjpw/the_truth_is_taboo/ The truth is taboo. But so is falsity. You're not allowed to express either side. You're allowed to be nothing -- your options are something like either hide (NEET) or kill yourself, be a slave or enslave others (running a business, real estate, etc). Either way, you're never going to be good enough for anybody. Today, people attribute doing that, by which I mean often criticizing someone else negatively solely to "mental disorders" (there's hardly such a thing, it's generally projection coming from the mind of a chaotic fool) to personality disorders such as sociopathy (lmao, how many people aren't a sociopath?). This is how everything will be viewed by everyone, regardless of what I think: If you're a NEET, you're a loser, probably ugly, boring, broke, dependent on mommy. If you kill yourself, you're a coward and it means they won against you and you truly were worse -- but they'll suddenly not understand why in the world you would do it, they just wish you told them (where's the empathy? hearing stories of how they have cried for a week straight about their loss?). People with jobs low on the ladder have to work shitty jobs with shitty people, you have to spend lots of time around evil demons that spread lies about you and try to overthrow your position when you finally "make it" and they all make up lies. If you enslave others after the realization of how much of an evil demonic NPC everyone is in the end -- from family to "friends", now you're a greedy money hungry motherfucker and you're an asshole for raising the rent. Yeah alright. You can't do shit right in this world. If you don't strike first, they always will. Family to friends. They want to win anything against you and they just want a reason to try to make you look bad. Everything you do is bad and wrong, you're only going to get them off of your back if you're sad, lonely and pathetic. They pull you away from something good. When lots of people love you, they get jealous. All you have to do wrong is save all of your money, drive a beater, be confident, unique, invest your money, be happy. Being happy is seen as arrogance. Their evil is seen as justified. This is why I want to escape from this evil game, with human nature being so divisive naturally -- because most people are truly like robots. Crabs in a bucket. Stand up for yourself after receiving toxicity and get fired, people over exaggerate what you did and said. Constant lies, negative misinterpretations, people being overly sensitive, seeing things negatively, taking pictures of me and pretending that I was goofing off instead of working, everyone making shit up. Shaming me for not being born perfect, yet their mind has no noticeable depth which I put good effort in pretending I actually respect. It's weird finding out almost everyone around you has the mind of a retarded animal, but that's how things are. The chaos in this world is hellish. Make a really good joke and someone finds a way to get offended by it -- meanwhile, they have no problem being careless sadistic scumbags, shamelessly gaining pleasure at the expense of others and never having the desire to make a positive change to the world beyond fitting into their immediate environment. Ask someone a good question and they find some way to get offended -- how dare you try to get down to the core and expose the truth for what it is because we need to stay on the surface and play games. Have confidence and people think you're an asshole because you refuse to submit to their false authority -- fuck being a lovable, beautiful soul with good intentions, purity, innocence & being a good person to invest in long term. You're not allowed to be yourself. So what is all of this love shone on dualism for when you're not allowed to be you? Society has a list of unwritten testaments they want you to follow and if you don't follow them, you're essentially banished from existence without a second thought. You're shamed into feeling like shit just for existing as a legitimately good person, maybe even one who keeps getting fucked over again and again but still tries in honor until you either kill yourself or as a consequence for having no social ties, it becomes very easy for you to become a target of anything -- which only adds to the negative feelings, which would incentivize you more to kill yourself if someone doesn't kidnap your lonely, likely broke and less powerful ass. It's okay when YOU get hurt by others. It's okay when YOU are mistreated. After all, they're hardwired to think that YOU are a huge problem. Anything you do is seen in a negative light -- you deserve all of the bad things that happen to you. People talk about empathy, they talk about depression and suicide. Society tells itself that it cares about the downtrodden, that there's "help" available for "depression" which is being unsatisfied with evil. People unsatisfied with hell are given pills that can make them infertile, pills that can give them PSSD (Post SSRI Sexual Dysfunction), effectively banishing them from the gene pool. P$ychiatry works to ensure that all of the truth seekers are removed and that all of the stupid fucking demons stay on their happy pills shrinking their gray matter and making them act noticeably weird while also giving them permanent side effects that are strong enough to weed them out of the gene pool entirely. At this point, submitting to p$ychiatry is essentially just a darwin award even if you're schizophrenic sorry to say -- "medication" (antip$ychotic$) merely worsen your brain and mental illness long term. After coming to the highest truths and becoming wiser and more happy but not perfectly happy or wise or perfect anything -- I now have a false diagnosis of paranoid schizophrenia. I have no mental illness, I'm just able to see the simple truths before me. I love to invest into the future with crypto and stocks. As long as I can get my paycheck every week and live a simple life while investing, I feel happy. I've fell in love with money. I'm going to have to get really rich and get far away from all of you. EDIT: If I get rich, I'm going to meet lots of you guys and I'm going to make a big movement. I plan to set precedents, I want to definitely stop people from being abused by toxic systems like psychiatry. I'm about the long term reality. People fail to understand what's happening right in front of their face. Innocent actions are taken as a sign of disrespect. Innocent statements are taken out of context in the most negative way they can imagine. They hate you from the get go and despite your best attempts to try get any sort of friendly back and forth, they just fucking hate you. Not everyone, but in my experience, this is how most of these fuckers are. Everything bad that happens to you is funny. No one gives a fuck. When they see or hear something bad has happened to you, they get SO FUCKING HAPPY. Yet, I'm the crazy one. Fuck that. My p$ychiatrist wants me to think that I have delusions of grandeur just because I believe in myself. The help is no help. Everyone's Satan in disguise. Maybe some of you guys, creating yet another illusion for me in hell, like a carrot on a stick. I never get to have my thirst quenched, pretty sure we all feel like something is missing, something is wrong. The money always has to get better, my looks always have to get better, my car always has to get better, I need a better house, better work, more knowledge, more certifications. I'm basically sowing positive seeds for others who have only negative value to offer me. All of them are sadists that love to meet a failure and a loser like going to the zoo to laugh at how bad they could have had it. Keep your money and trust out of their hands unless they've earned it. When they need you they'll be nice. After they can't use you anymore, they vanish. Like I keep saying -- I'm not surprised the most wealthy people avoid paying their taxes and keep their money to themselves; they keep companies alive by investing most of their money into them so it's easy for them to not feel as rich as people think anyways. Even if you have money, you can't show it off to people who care about it; there are very little bentleys etc. to see even in LA freeways and such, but I bet there are lots of multimillionaires & a few billionaires. There's nothing to really achieve. It's almost always going to feel better buying something good and good looking for a reasonable price instead of buying overly expensive bullshit. Nice car = ticket magnet, could be used to make a passive $100K a year instead, etc. Almost everyone is the same, yeah some people are good but people who are "first strikers" (type of scumbags that always have to fuck you over "first") should try to understand that the people they've spent their life hurting with their cruelty and ignorance use that anger to hold the reins. The world provides you no love, so why provide it love? Invest in yourself and you'll be able to provide love, if you don't play the survival game they will; the NPC's are against you and don't even know it. All you can do is try your best to be as independent as possible, check for possible problems that no one's going to help you with -- look at every inch of your clothes and face before leaving the house, save as much money as possible, invest as much money as possible and never expect them to have your back; expect them to exploit your vulnerabilities as soon as you show them and watch as their face lights up with happiness. Them exploiting you is where the happiness always is -- if you're rich, you get to pay people a small amount of money and they become your new slave, they keep giving you money and never stop because they need that Coach ID card holder, that Coach purse, that shiny new Ford Mustang GT with the 5.0. The richest people know the most about humanity... and they still don't give you guys a single cent. I wonder why. Maybe it's because this world will work to dissolve you of any happiness and power no matter what you do -- when they leave you damaged permanently all they do is laugh and act like you're crazy. Get a nice car and they think you're compensating. Have a shit car and they think you're broke. It's better if they think you're not competition, they never feel a need to strike first on someone who's a loser.